I Want to Run Away.
I want to run away from school, from home, from friends, from love.
I want to take a little life break and put everything on hold, even my desires;
Take a moment to breathe and forget worry.
But that’s not how it works, now is it?
I have been pretty productive today. So far I have done my organic lab report (something rarely done any day but on the due day), baked cookie-brownies for Harry’s party, taken a shower (yes, showers take a lot of time and do not occur every day, especially not in the cold weather! I am still clean, I promise… ), currently at work, found and printed several articles for my research project.
Now I just need to practice a lot of organic chemistry and ace the test coming up.
Then later study with Trey and party at Harry’s!
About to go to class, but first had to scan and print out a few things at the computer lab. Like the thing under I made for Vale! I feel it needs more color…
Trey and I went to the ribbon-cutting ceremony (sans the ribbon) of the Tampa museum of art on this very lovely Saturday morning!
He took me to breakfast beforehand, which was very delicious because I had crepes, which never disappoint! B-fast is my fav meal of the day, unless you count tea time.
Walking over to the museum it was cold and windy, so much that Trey commented we might as well be in Chicago! I am not at all complaining, however, I actually love the weather! As long as I am wrapped up and warm I am happy.
Architect Stanley Saitowitz commented to say a museum was just a box. Like a treasure box or jewelry box and its sole importance was in holding what was inside. It was a thoughtful speech, but Trey and I giggled about it later anyway.
While at the museum we saw some of the Tampa elite. Which reminds me, last night I informed my boyfriend he had to become famous if he wished to continue dating me; I will even sacrifice our time together for the time being so that he can spend more time on finding fame.
Joking, of course…
While we were waiting for the speeches to begin he was busy using the tiny camera of which I have a matching! His man hands make it look even smaller than the ant that it already is. Instead I stole his much larger (and nicer!) digital camera for the moment. We did not have time to go inside the museum (haha, what was the point then, right??) because I had work at noon and the speakers had a lot to fill us out on (one elevator inside the museum is lime green, whereas the other is neon orange!). We made plans to go back tomorrow at noon (I just realized, how ironic we should continue at noon) followed by a study session at the downtown library.
Speaking of cameras, I might consider buying this one!
I love it for the fact it has a wide angle lens the most; but of course the fact that the colors are so bright, fun and the result unexpected makes it all the more luring. And for a mere $25, I would have to say it is very worth it! Of course then there is the film and developing it… but memories are priceless 
It was a beautiful rainy day today; I love Florida rain.
I meant to be productive, but as it turns out it was a relaxing day spent in class, work, then shopping. I was looking something for Valentina L. because Sunday I am going to her house for a birthday lunch. I ended up buy myself something as well :3
Can you guess?
Shoes. What a surprise…
And I painted my nails. Now I am sitting at Trey’s house. He got me lovely flowers and chocolate after my organic test on Monday! Best boyfriend ever. He drove me to my car in one of the parking garages where we heard lovely classical music playing loudly. After sitting and talking in Trey’s car for a bit we finally noticed a guy playing a violin in the corner! Trey told me he hired him, but I knew better… he’s not THAT good!
I really want to bake muffins!
I was hoping to find a ‘healthy’ recipe, perhaps one with no butter/minimum amount of sugar. I think I might substitute bananas for the sugar even; a few days ago I made vegan cupcakes that were basically all fruit and very delicious!
Also, this blueberry coffee cake looks and sounds really tasty.
I’ve been bummin in sweaters and warm comfy clothes this weekend. Proof:
Yes, that is cartoon me.
Today I spent a few hours studying. For a good part of the day I have felt tired but awake; I feel as though I cannot seem to get enough air in. My heart is beating fast. I keep thinking I should get out but the though of it makes me feel tired, yet I feel unsettled sitting at home.
I am not sure how prepared I am for my chemistry test tomorrow. To be discovered tomorrow!
I wonder what will happen to me. Will I end up anything? I want to be something really bad.
Krista’s birthday already passed, but I wanted to post what I got for her birthday. It was all pretty much panda themed. I also got her a sequin black top, and the durry white thing is a vest my mom found for her.
Corttney and I baked her panda cupcakes. What you cannot see hidden by the frosting is that they’re actually funfetti cupcakes. I miss Corttney. She used to make me laugh like no one else. Now that Starbucks and I are no longer I want to take a weekend off and visit her in D.C.
Anyway, here are the masterpieces we made. Johnny helped too, but his creations did not make it on photo, unfortunately.
Your cords are weak, but your will is strong
And here is the world lounder than you
Learn to yell, but don’t use it
Because if you can, they can’t be louder than you
Loud is big and you’re bigger than them
Big is unmovable, and look how you’ve grown
The fittest know how to adapt
Because no two dreams take the same path
So just make the noise small
If you want to survive or be happy at all
My words are a joke. Poetry > me.
My friends and my boyfriend have all been quite busy lately, which has left me with time to study. Today I was planning to study quite a bit more, but I just could not make myself concentrate. I do not feel bad, however, as I was ahead of the game! Now I am right on track. I am supposed to study with Harry tomorrow, and I even finally got around to baking some vegan cupcakes! At midnight, mind you.
I quite want to live in Belgium or Switzerland. See how open-minded I am? I am keeping my options open! So Fate, why not just lead me to one…
I think this is even more incentive to studystudystudy. In the morning, that is. I am not quite ambitious enough to study at 2:30 in the am yet.
Changes, changes all around. I hope they are for the better, and I feel as though it might be the case. I am not sure when I will find out; will I ever?
